And not because of the cookies.
A lot has been going on in my life lately, most of it just messy. Lets see....
I've made almost two fingertip less gloves--the second is still OTN, but almost done.
I made a hat and a pair of fingerless mitts for mom, which i didn't take pictures of before i gave away.
I haven't done much spinning lately; been too busy with other stuff, sadly. But i did get a picture of my spindle and some roving!
I've begun learning/self-teaching myself how to crochet.
And that, my friends, is the Dark Side. The one with the hook.
I had tried to learn crochet before; friends telling me "oh, it's sooo easy!", people on the Internet reassuring me that "it's easy", all the books and websites I'd been reading about it proclaiming "it's easy!" Well, ladies and gentlemen, it is most certainly not easy. at least, not for me. I find crochet to be very frustrating, even though I'm beginning to understand it better. I can't quite say that i like it yet, but that sense of triumph at making the simplest of squares--that was a very satisfying feeling.
I posted my triumph, tentatively pondering if i was actually "doing it right"--i know well enough that there is more than one way to hook a stitch, but the end result needs to look a certain way for it to be called crochet.
By the time i succeeded in making my little square, my eyes were incapable of focusing properly, my blood pressure had spiked, and i had come quite close to either impaling my innocent boyfriend (well, he was poking me with an afghan hook at the time), or hurling the miscreant, misbehaving hook in my hand, with which i was struggling to make the simplest of chains, and the simplest of stitches, through our very expensive television.But, i showed my little square to the world, and so far, everyone who has seen it has said "yes, that is crochet." So I'm doing something right.
And then tonight, the phone calls and IMs began. Nothing to do with crafting, mind you, just my insane family deciding to reach out to me, and to one another, after a year. It's coming upon the anniversary of my grandfather's funeral, you see, and apparently they are all waxing sentimental about that. I'm just bugging out. I was already planning on holding a Samhain ritual, and making a point of remembering and honoring him and his spirit, but i don't know if I'm actually ready to go visit his grave yet. It's one thing to commune with his memory, another to visit his corpse.
I'm....going to go take up the hook again, and play with some variegated yarn, and try and lower my stress and blood pressure levels. And figure out how to read crochet the way i learned how to read knitting.


